Love, Lux and Andie ∞

Andie~

 I’m emailing you because I’m in my 5th hour online class and I’m so drunk I can’t figure out how to log on to my class. Oopss…. I swear every time I log on it’s supposed to be “jessicamoore” and the password is password so I don’t know whjats going wrong. So yeah, thats pretty funny.

I’m so drunk wow. Every time I try to log on and the “logon fails” it comes up with this quote:

“Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you will help them become what they are capable of becoming.”- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

 Isn’t that weird? I feel like it’s trying to tell me something but I don’t know what. I love bien g drunk. It’s the greatest feeling ever. Ott is looking at me weird though, I think he knows everything. Kind of like that Mexican I was teling you about at the virginian.

 Okay love you, email me back,

Lux

Lux,

In composing this email, the first and most important thing I want to say is simply thank you. Thank you for staying with me, for consoling all of my tears, and reminding me that its okay to be me. Thank you for always being on my side and standing up for me. Thank you for taking endless sobes with me. Thank you for sharing cigarettes and coffees with me at lunch when we just didn’t feel like eating. Thank you for listening to countless bitch rants about my EX friends. Thank you for having the same sense of wacky humor. Thank you for protecting me and taking care of me in countless situations of too much alcohol. Thank you for looking at pictures of hot girls with me. Thank you for being an awesome Speech and Debate captain. Thank you for listening to all of my crazy high realizations. Thank you for being my best friend.

So many great and wonderful things came out of my falling out with those whores. Us getting closer being the primary one. It makes me feel scared and extremely guilty the thought that this year with you could have so easily slipped by. I will forever regret not spending more of high school and even middle school with you as I wasted years with them. But that’s in the past now, and I know that you will probably be the only person who I will stay in contact with no matter where my path leads me.

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» You have been the most incredible friend and person that I could ever hope for, that I’ve ever met. I say that with absolute honesty. As lucky as I feel that we’re growing up with Lady Gaga, I feel more lucky that you’re here to appreciate her with me. We’re so similar that it’s scary. You really are the only person who understand the complexities and extremities of my mind because you share them. Our connection runs deeper than we can imagine… past lives perhaps? I can’t wait for the time when our trip comes, or when we actually get an apartment together and open a munchies store! I can’t wait to see how your destiny unravels, and what you do in this world. Together, we can make our world an A, despite the C graded world around us. I can’t wait until we are both happier. I’m going to miss you so much, but I will be updating whenever I can, and thinking about you constantly! And anxiously awaiting my return sobe with you… I wouldn’t trade our friendship for anything in the world, not even Lady Gaga, or coffee, or cats, or writing, or SIGHT, or all of them combined! I want you to remember how much I love you, and how much I’ll miss you, and think… it will feel like I left for 3 days not 3 months, and when I get back its time for graduation!!! We have nothing but everything to look forward to. Life will be all the way up hill from high school, think about all of the crazy adventures awaiting us.

I already miss you terribly…

Stay Golden Pony Boy,

Sally

Dear Andie, 

I just realized that ripjeanette can read two ways:

1.) R.I.P Jeanette 

2.) “Rip” Jeanette.

Both So appropriate….

                            Stay Golden Pony Boy,

                                            Lux